National Suicide Prevention Day

I am still alive.

I am still fighting fero-

ciously. In this war.

I’ve recently had a bout of manic depression. The kind that comes when you lazily skip medication doses because you’re feeling too good. Then it just turns for the worse. I had a couple different opportunities where I was alone. I could have easily done it, and gosh did I want to at the time. I took a shower, called my mom, and cried for a very long time. I contemplated what it would be worth for this heavy weight to be lifted off of my shoulders only to have it disburse onto the shoulders of those I love the most. I decided it wasn’t worth it and just shaved my head instead. I feel more like a badass warrior woman than I ever have in my life and I’m planning to kick some major ass.

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